Still waiting patiently!

Zak and I went to the movies today and saw Hotel for Dogs. Must say its one of the better *kids* movies I've seen. He really got into it too. There is a sad bit in the middle and I was teary (would blame it on the pregnancy but meh... I would have sooked even if I wasn't pregnant) and I noticed Zak wiping his eyes too. Made me realise how sensitive he is and how proud I am of him for that - if that makes sense. After the movie we went for a walk through the shopping centre and talked about the movie - he held my hand! He's almost 10 and wanted to hold my hand. Sigh... love him to bits. Then he says to me *that movie touched my heart*.

Later on when Jason was home from work the subject of sex came up.. can't remember how, maybe some person trying to offer some *useful* tips to help bring the baby on and Jason and I were talking about it within earshot of Zak. I try to keep things open with him.. not to sugarcoat things too much or treat him like a baby (but I do try and remember he is still only 10 - well almost 10). But I couldn't believe it when he said *I don't have a real dad because you and dad didn't have sex*. So then I had to try and explain that maybe we did and then he said *but you didn't get married*... lord lord lord. I gave up at that stage. Its going to be strange having this *little* boy who isn't so little anymore growing up and learning about grown up stuff and at the same time having a new little baby. Anyway, I'm rambling.

Have a 39 week pic to share of the belly - not the best shot - I think I was yawning or sneezing when Jason took it.

Not much on for tomorrow. Hopefully I'll get some decent sleep tonight although given the last couple of weeks I'm not holding out great hope for that. It's strange being awake this late at night - I'm usually in bed by 8.30-9pm.. I almost feel like a rebel! I just remind myself its my body's way of getting me used to the sleepless nights again.. but thats okay - its definately worth it!

xx