Overloaded

You know how you get to the point where everything seems too much? I'm there right now.

Urgh

We've had about 5 days of sickness in this place. It started last Thursday night. Robbie had a couple of spews but we didn't think much of it. Saturday night it hit Jason. Early Sunday morning it hit me (happy mothers day ya bitch) then early Monday morning it hit Zak and he has only gone back to school today. I haven't been at work since last Friday. I hate that I feel guilty about it because my family comes first. Work is crazy at the moment. Everything is changing from day to day and I feel like we are sinking. I was given a blackberry for work last week - great huh. No - because I can see all the shit hitting the fan from the comfort of my own home. My boss has been offered a three month secondment in another area of the department. To be honest I'm glad she's going. I love working with her and I'm sure I've still got lots to learn from her but I think our area is the wrong spot for her. I sent her a message last night to see how she was going (because I could see the shit flying yesterday) and she responded that she's lost it and she's glad she's going. Made me feel like shit. I wish I hadn't sent the message now. NOT looking forward to going back in tomorrow. On a positive note, my offsider from my pre-maternity time is coming back to work early after his paternity leave. Thank FUCK! He's back after my June/July holidays.

Zak has way too much on at the moment. He's got districts for cross country next week, he's doing choir and also footy at school and with the Club. On top of his homework contract it is all piling up. Maybe I wouldn't feel so overwhelmed by it if I wasn't working? He certainly doesn't appear phased by it. I love that kid.

Oh and yay to the budget... our childcare rebate is being capped... as much as I hate to say it, bring on prep for the Robster!

Now just waiting for the letter from the bank with our new home loan repayment amount to allow for the interest rate rises! GO US!!

And I'm spending WAY too much time digging for treasure on a STUPID facebook game.. WTF is with that???

LOL.. poor me much???

xx